But I do want to be normal, and to not have to explain to people that I am pregnant, it's embarrassing having to explain it to people still. Only 6 weeks left at work now, it will be hard for me to leave my department behind for so many months, I do worry that things will change, things that I won't like. But I can't have it all can I? My boss has asked me to work on some projects whilst I am off, which is nice, but how will this work in reality? Hard to know until he arrives and I know how much else I can cope with!
Feeling the urge to understand more of the finer details about having and looking after a baby, I know you can read and read and read, but will never know everything - or that other people can't always teach you what's right for you and your baby and you have to trust your instincts. Will be making many a list though to make sure I've bought all of the essentials and packed all the right things to take to the hospital - yes that's on my mind every day now - the hospital!! That day is fast approaching and the main thing I need to do now is to get my head around the fact that I'm actually going to have a baby coming out of my nether regions soon!
Tired now so will stop blethering on -
Here are my measurements for the week -
Bust - 52.5 inches (-0.5)
Waist - 51.5 inches (-0.5)
Hips - 56.5 inches (-0.5)
Weight - -2.1kg
- leg cramps during the night
- sharp pain in the night if I try and flip over too quickly
- Periods of extreme tiredness
- little bit of heartburn
- shorter of breath than normal